Life

I was told by a close friend that my blog ids good but that i need to share real reactions to real life situations.

so here is one.
One day my mother asked me to clean the bathroom. I started but then I realized how nasty it felt to me. So i took EVERYTHING out. I completely scrubbed the bath room from floor to ceiling with bleach. I scrubbed inside cupboards and it was still no enough i decided to paint it and re decorate. Once i get started on something like that I CAN NOT STOP. Then I get overwhelmed and freaked out that i can't finish it. I cry and completely freak out. I scream and cry and then i am mad about why i am freaking out and then i can't verbalize why i am mad. It so frustrating. Because I really can't verbalize it. I try and it just end up making me feel stupid. real life for you guys.


Here's an everyday thing for you guys. I will be sitting watching TV and someone asks me to do something. they sound a little bit frustrated at me so I snap. This is bi-polar its a real life thing for me it day to day life.