"I Feel Pretty / Unpretty"

Most day this is how i feel. Most days i look in the baathroom mirrior and say wow my eyes are beautifulm my hair looks great. Then i change my clothes. I see someone who isn't skinny enough. My hips are wide my stomach is way to big. Alot of woman feels this way. They pick the things they like about them self then critisize what they dont. This is how it feel to be bi-polar. Your mind is a beautiful place. I am creative, smart, funny. Then I think wow I wish I could think the way that person does. I wish i wasnt emotional and disgrace. Well it is also my biggest honor to have. Well its how i currently think. That could all change in a moment. ( ha ha) Being bi-polar has some great positives too. For a few you feel things on a more pasionet level then others can imagine. every emotion is magnified.  Perspective on emotions. What goes up, must come down, and back up again. Viewing life and issues from both ends makes me more philosophical about the meaning of things.Depth of experience. You’ll not meet more experienced, well-rounded, people. All and all bi-polar can be a great asset.