ONE! Thats right one!

I am so sorry. It has been a while since I have updated. ALOT has gone on in the last few months. I am currently trying to figure out my path in life! I am seriously considering going to school for social work or special education. I have been having a great last few months though. I am for the first time in my life really content and just happy. It is really nice. I am also for the first time in a very long time on only one medication. ONE! That is right! ONE medication. It feels great to be stable and yet not numbed out by crazy amount of medications i am usually on:)  Wow the life of a bi-polar person is fun. Average (what ever that is) people have no clue they wake up and for the most part like 'hmmm' I am feeling good or I am feeling bad' today. I wake up and I am like 'Wow i am really good today...wow this just went down the toilet real fast... and all because i sneezed!' lol OK maybe not that bad all the time. I have been trying to have a positive attitude in life right now. I think its a huge contribution to how I feel. Who knew? the power of positive thinking.